I miss him. It’s only been a couple of days but it seems like it’s been a life time. Im lonely, and cold, and I just wanna cuddle but he’s 95 miles away:(

Its nights like these that I sit here and ponder your past. Did you like her? Do you think she’s pretty? Is she better than me? Did you hook up with her? Did you love her?

And all the while, i sit here and drown myself in my own misery, not sure what I want, dazed and confused about my future, our future.

Is this what I want? Is this worth it? Does he even love me?

Do I really love him?

And that’s the one I’m scared to know the answer to.